part 9 of 30 days of gratitude challege

part 9: what place are you grateful for?.


YOUR HOME IS YOUR SANCTUARY. TAKE CARE OF THIS AND YOUR LIFE BECOMES ALL THAT YOU WISH IT TO BE.

There is a place that I am very grateful for and it's my home, my happy place, my sanctuary.
I've never had a home that I felt happy at, before this new home of mine, I can actually feel it making me the person that I always wanted to be.
The person that I am on the inside, she's coming out on the surface as well because of my home.
I'm doing things I've never done before and in many ways they are normal things that normal people wouldn't feel as were different but for me they are, I have suffered from severe depression since I was 12 years old, so severe in fact that sometimes I have wondered if I'm bipolar and I've also suffered from anxiety disorder, I have never lived a normal life, I have many so-called pasts life's in just one life  that I call my past, all of my chapters..
I have had over 30 different addresses before moving out of my parent's place moved from towns and countries, and changed 12-15 different schools before the age of 18.
Not a lot of people know that. sometimes I wonder if I had let some people from my past know some of this then they might not have assumed that I was lazy and stupid, but no it was their decision to make up their own version of my life instead of asking me...
Anyways through all of this, I have never had a place that I felt i could call ''home''.
But now I am in charge, I'm an adult, now I have a home and I'm completely allowed to feel as if I'm finally home.
So the answer to the question of what place I am grateful for, it would be my home<3.