part 2 of 30 week open letter challenge

part 2: a letter to yourself as a child.

Oh- my twitchy witchy girl, I think you are so nice,

 I give you bowls of porridge And I give you bowls of Ice Cream.

 I give you lots of kisses, And I give lots of hugs, But I never give you sandwiches With bugs in.

Hello my little darling, I miss you.

I know you never left, you just changed and grew, I really like you, you are the greatest, I mean it, you are so wonderful in every way don't forget that you are a miracle.

I know what you need and I want to give it to you, I want to give you everything you need, I want to help you with all of your problems and I want to be your hero but you know something, I have a secret .. I will be your hero you just have to be patient, just wait you'll see.

I know things are hard but you, my little darling are a champion, you are so strong, don't you forget that.

I know this world is big and scary but the so-called monsters in it aren't as scary as they'd like to believe they are, THEY SHOULD NOT UNDERESTIMATE YOU!

You should not underestimate yourself, I know its easy getting intimidated by others, but you shouldn't compare yourself to others, you are you and you are so wonderful and completely one of a kind, one in a million, no one can compare to you my darling.

I know it might be hard to believe all of this but it's true its 100% true and I have proof of it... it's me:)

I want to meet you and give you a hug and tell you that you are beautiful and smart and can grow up to be anything you want and help you to do that.

I'm sorry that I didn't realise all of this until recently.

I didn't see the light from the darkness, the darkness was too blinding.

I gave up on myself..on you, I lost the faith that you have right now. I listened to others and was persuaded into believing that I was not as smart as others or beautiful and that I could only be normal if I was as thin as the other girls.

But that was so stupid, you are beautiful and smart, I was beautiful and smart and I am beautiful and smart!

It's ridiculous that other people who didn't even have the interest to get to know me could make me feel like I was stupid, it couldn't be farther from the truth, I was probably even smarter than them but yeah I know two wrongs don't make a right.

I want to ask of you not to listen or believe others but unfortunately you will but that doesn't matter that doesn't mean that your wrong, the ones with the biggest insecurities have to pray on the ones who are the happiest with themselves and I just want you to keep that with you wherever you go in life and also don't try to reason with the insecure ones, they will never admit to defeat even when they know they've lost, the weaker ones can't do that.and you know that they are jealous of you honey which they should be you actually have the guts to be yourself, an individual and I am proud to say you'll never stop;)

Please try to keep faith alive in yourself for you know you will become you own hero.