shadowy figures

rain keeps pouring in the dead of night.

not a sound can be heard, no one in sight.



no one can see me here in the dark.

no one will have known I was her, I leave no mark.



I hold all the power.

I am no longer a coward.



I see him in the darkness and wonder if he's here to take away the fear, the pain, the sadness, the loneliness and the grief.

but I will never let him in because he is a liar, a scammer, a thug, a killer and a thief.



must not trust, can not open, will not let go.

shadowy figure you do not scare me anymore.



I have many pasts, I've never known if I've ever had a future and the present makes me feel unconscious.

I pray to god to give me back my sight.

let this be a warning, entering my mind could be extremely hazardous.

I'm not awake, I'm not alive, I'm not here tonight.

drowning

desperately grasping for air through thick and heavy layers of depression.

and the only thing floating through my mind is this insignificant confession.



I'm a naive little girl that was destined for great things.

who inside is happy dances and sings.



my mind is foggy and my vision is blurry.

and everyone always seems to be in a hurry.



there's this girl who seems beautiful and mystic.

but through her eyes, life seems far away and unrealistic.



she has a wonderful family, a wonderful dad, a wonderful mum.

yet she doesn't understand why she always feels so numb.



shes very good at failure, her plans keep falling through.

and one thing shes heard all of her life '' theses nothing that you can do''.