goodbye granpa

 dear granpa my old friend

I miss you a lot, don't want this to be your end

 

I miss your sweet voice today

I need to call you and hear what you have to say

 

I keep expecting you to call

I don't understand it at all

 

I need to hear your voice one's again

At least you are no longer in pain

 

I feel your spirit it is free

You are happy I have to agree

 

I no longer want to cry

I just want to say goodbye

 

You have always been so strong

Now  to the wind, you do belong

 

Let the world know that you were my grampa

You were here, you were here

Part 2 of 20 week photography challenge

Part 2: what makes you smile

Part 13 of 30 days of gratitude

Part 13: abilities

The ability that I am grateful for these days would be those few days I step out of depression as a bear waking up from hibernation and I can think clearly and positively and I'm strong and optimistic and hard-working and most of all happy.

Part 15 of 31 day photo challenge

Part 15: GEAR

31 part photo challenge

Part 14: LUXURY

incapable

I'm incapable of love, I'm incapable of friends.

I'm incapable of help, I'm incapable of change

I'm incapable of improvement, I'm incapable of amends.

I'm incapable of normal, I'm incapable of not feeling strange.

I'm incapable of health, I'm incapable of goals.

I'm incapable of relationships, I'm capable of romance.

I'm incapable of competitions, I'm incapable of control.

I'm incapable of happiness, I'm incapable of a second chance.

I'm incapable of forgiving, I'm incapable of forgetting.

I'm incapable of the future, I'm incapable of the present.

I'm incapable of reality, I'm incapable of unregretting.

I'm incapable of relaxing, I'm incapable of relent

I'm incapable of saying yes, I'm incapable of saying no.

I'm incapable of living, I'm incapable of being on teams.

I'm incapable of feeling accepted, I'm Incapable to grow.

I'm incapable of being nice, I'm incapable of my dreams.

I'm incapable of letting go, I'm incapable of kicking down my walls.

I'm incapable of not being lonely, I'm incapable of letting someone in.

I'm incapable of not hurting, I'm incapable of making calls.

I'm incapable of real life, I'm Incapable to win.

I'm incapable of life, I'm incapable of everything.

I'm incapable of not being emotional, I'm Incapable to be free.

I'm incapable of being alone, I'm Incapable to sing.

I'm incapable of being around others, I'm incapable of ME.

part 12 of 30 days of gratitude challenge

part 12: what texture are you grateful for?.

i guess the only texture i can think of is this beautiful green long grass in my backyard.


as I stand on my balcony feeling the gentle wind in my hair and on my cheek I notice some long grass

 next to a house that is currently being build and this spot of grass is long and dark and I guess it's a

hard spot to mow ,personally i hope they never will be able to mow it because to me it is beautiful

 when the wind goes through it I feel as if I'm floating at the bottom of the ocean.

there is nothing but me and this beautiful long dark flowy green grass that dances in the ocean and I

don't feel anything but peacefulness and beauty as I'm drowning.